Saturday, April 25, 2009

the answer of everything...

u said u bored already when i asked u to play my favourite music....
-because i'm not in mood on that day, but its my bad im sorry

u scolded me and said i just wanted to show off with what u've taught me...
- because u are too rushing to learn new tab event i ask you before to make it perfect it before
learn new one, you know me, i am the stric one..

u shouted at me when i tried to comfort u when u feel mad...
- people are MAD you have to face human being... thats life.. face the real life baby.. but that is
also part of my bad.. im sorry baby

u said i dun understand u enough when i feel sad after u scolded me...
- we are being together near 1 year bby, you should know what i like and don't like what do
and don't

u praised another girl in front of me...
-i'm just being honest and being my self, but part of my heart there is no one accept you

u fixed your hair when saw u another girl u know but not when u met me....
-did you know at least i'm taking 5 min to makes me look perfect before i dated you?
you can ask my roommate then..

u said im being childish when i tried to be myself and had a little fun with what i am doing...
-in part of this, maybe im too old for ya. im sorry dats my bad..

u never care whether im hungry or not..why i felt sad...when i need someone to talk to..
-who said i never care? u are always in my mind, but somehow you just don't realise it
because im the type who always take it easy.. im sorry syg

it's hard to see u really meant saying 'iloveu' to me NOW....
- i am LOVE YOU nursyafikah

u're not being romantic anymore with me...
-i'm sorry but im sucks with this.. and i need you to be romantic with me too.. im sorry

didn't being with me when i really need u during my hard time..
-maybe because that time i am too facing my own hard time but its my bad im sorry

u said...

im poyo.. - its my "normal words" dat i always use, i talk it to everyone even my mom

im gedik means i just want you to be independant and not too manja..

im childish means i want you to be matured

im outdated means i want you to know everything like i do

i dun understand... means i want you to understand me in this situation

u 'rimas' im sorry sometimes i always not in mood and its always happen

'malas nk layan' what i told u about what i felt.. im sorry bby

ALL of this, what am i saying i din meant it baby, return to understanding part you should understand me, i the type who are just say wht is inside.. and sometimes i dont mean it.. you must should know me more then othrs aite?

and u..

hardly smile to me..showing some love like u used before we together..
im sorry bby in this past few month i was facing hard time and all those stupidness in my life..

WHAT AM I TO YOU? T-T

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!! yes, i am wrong with all these what you said, sometimes i'm being selfish, hot tamppered, annyoing, and lots more, im sorry, but if u think to be this way can makes us better then i'll accept it, berani buat berani tanggung.. dat me. as i told you before earlier of our relation, the secrect of relationship to be last longger and happier for me is "just say it out to me, on the spot if u feel something about me or us" i can accept anythin you said to me.. i am open minded person you know that and maybe thats will help me to be better as what i am today. i wish i could turn back time and rewrite every line to the story of me and you. im sorry again baby..


p/s : I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Saya Mau Tido..

adoi jam dah kul 0133 hours but i can even close my eyes, adoi nak wat pe so g la update blog yang tak de pe2 nie ahaha, well esk sebenarnya ada exam english, mani bantai je jawab, tapi takpe segala toyol2 yang ku simpan dalm handphone masih selamat, esk tgk je hp leh la jwb paper eng. ahaha yg penting study smart jwb exam pun kena smart gak ahaha k la nak memaksa diriku untuk tidurrrrrrrrrrrrr -cut-

Saturday, April 18, 2009

MEdSi Test

today was the second time i 'm taking a MEdSI test.. bosan dow.. soalan ada 300 and answer in 1hour.. contoh2 soalan die.. adakah anda pernah menipu? ya atau tidak? adoi.. aku tak tau la, ni klu tak pass gak jawab nie.. by this time aku ada cam cheating2 skit la, nak lepas nyer pasal ahaha byk kejadian hari ni sbnrnya tapi mls la nak type.. ahaha -cut-

Thursday, April 16, 2009

duh

of course this 1st blog is about me, well my name is azham and actually this is not my first time that i blogging but, just start back after a few years break.. ahaha well I'm kinda sux in writing.. hee if you find this blog is boring then just click the small "x" buttont there, right there on the right corner of you screen.. i just don't give a damn bout it, hmmm so sudden i feel to write back i don't know why, ahaha well thats is.. see ya around then -cut-