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i really got nothing to say here, but i'm just feel too miserable for what i've done.. im sorry for everything....

1st write on 2010

hello everyone,

its been ages again and im writing here, well i think everything is going smoothly, just done my hockey class and skip C++ class because need to go to clinic, i don't know what makes me feel like writing again but hey! im back!

i thnik i need to train my self in writing because my english writing skills is getting worse, so practice make perfect! from now on, i have to write something that maybe usless to readers but who cares! ahahah well gtg lots of workd to do now..

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bad day.. again??

well this few month bad things did happen to me and its A loooooooooootsssss!! *sigh* ok yesterday around 4am my computer sound card burn.. so i have to buy a new one.. its nothing la.. not really in bad luck yet.. and then around 4pm i was ride my new painted bike which cost me a rm600 to air molek, and so sudden my bike was out of control and i was sliding away to the side of the road.. the front panel was break and luckly got one uncle help me out to pull my bike from drain.. hmmmmm not yet finish my bad luck.. with sad + worried + alots more feeling im goin back to utm with my shirt n jeans full of mud + tanah.. i went to one workshop to ask how much the cost to repair my bike and it just rm 6o pheew.. i said okay.. i will come back after this.. i went back to utm n open the parts that need to be repair.. after all done im am ready to go.. and guess what?? my wallet was not inside my jeans pocket!!! with my scooter i ride my bike back to air molek which take around 40km to go n come back.. after i reach that place.. there was only my Matrix card that inside my wallet and my wallet was vanish.. nothing there.. i walked around but still can't find it!! hmm now im hungry and i dont even have money.. i din eat from morning.. what a day.. hope today will nothing happen to me.. i have to paid rm110 to create new ic now.. make report and all those.. i wish i could have a great day today.. :I

what was inside my wallet :

money around rm 120
my bank card (3card)
my matrix card all! bukit jalil sport school matrix, bandar penawar matrix card, pre u matrix card
rm30 secret recipes voucher that i wanted to spen while im in kl with my gf.
my new road tax for scooter bike (just ony do yesterday in it cost rm20 but tht time i don have money n luckly the kakak said nvm la i help u..)
bonuslink card
esso card
my picture
and lot biz card

hmm what i can say here seriusly this year migh be the worst and bad year of me.. 3big accident involve me.. lots of money gone.. .. hmm but nvm.. just take it in positive way.. what goes around will comes around.. i wish..

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whoa..

well its been a longggggggggggggggggggggggggg time i din't write anything in this.. as i told cha im sux in writing.. alot of things happen this few month, my exam,my idc, my life, my bike, my phone (RIP), my room, my guitar.. hmm lots more.. well just wanted to write about a BADDDDDDDDDDDD day yesterday, hmm where to start? ok im done.. no mood now to write ahaha too bad for ya.. _cut_

Thanx Syafikah

hee thanx for helping me doing my assingment!! much love!! mmmmuax!!

the answer of everything...

u said u bored already when i asked u to play my favourite music....
-because i'm not in mood on that day, but its my bad im sorry

u scolded me and said i just wanted to show off with what u've taught me...
- because u are too rushing to learn new tab event i ask you before to make it perfect it before
learn new one, you know me, i am the stric one..

u shouted at me when i tried to comfort u when u feel mad...
- people are MAD you have to face human being... thats life.. face the real life baby.. but that is
also part of my bad.. im sorry baby

u said i dun understand u enough when i feel sad after u scolded me...
- we are being together near 1 year bby, you should know what i like and don't like what do
and don't

u praised another girl in front of me...
-i'm just being honest and being my self, but part of my heart there is no one accept you

u fixed your hair when saw u another girl u know but not when u met me....
-did you know at least i'm taking 5 min to makes me look perfect before i dated you?
you can ask my roommate then..

u said im being childish when i tried to be myself and had a little fun with what i am doing...
-in part of this, maybe im too old for ya. im sorry dats my bad..

u never care whether im hungry or not..why i felt sad...when i need someone to talk to..
-who said i never care? u are always in my mind, but somehow you just don't realise it
because im the type who always take it easy.. im sorry syg

it's hard to see u really meant saying 'iloveu' to me NOW....
- i am LOVE YOU nursyafikah

u're not being romantic anymore with me...
-i'm sorry but im sucks with this.. and i need you to be romantic with me too.. im sorry

didn't being with me when i really need u during my hard time..
-maybe because that time i am too facing my own hard time but its my bad im sorry

u said...

im poyo.. - its my "normal words" dat i always use, i talk it to everyone even my mom

im gedik means i just want you to be independant and not too manja..

im childish means i want you to be matured

im outdated means i want you to know everything like i do

i dun understand... means i want you to understand me in this situation

u 'rimas' im sorry sometimes i always not in mood and its always happen

'malas nk layan' what i told u about what i felt.. im sorry bby

ALL of this, what am i saying i din meant it baby, return to understanding part you should understand me, i the type who are just say wht is inside.. and sometimes i dont mean it.. you must should know me more then othrs aite?

and u..

hardly smile to me..showing some love like u used before we together..
im sorry bby in this past few month i was facing hard time and all those stupidness in my life..

WHAT AM I TO YOU? T-T

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!! yes, i am wrong with all these what you said, sometimes i'm being selfish, hot tamppered, annyoing, and lots more, im sorry, but if u think to be this way can makes us better then i'll accept it, berani buat berani tanggung.. dat me. as i told you before earlier of our relation, the secrect of relationship to be last longger and happier for me is "just say it out to me, on the spot if u feel something about me or us" i can accept anythin you said to me.. i am open minded person you know that and maybe thats will help me to be better as what i am today. i wish i could turn back time and rewrite every line to the story of me and you. im sorry again baby..


p/s : I LOVE YOU

Saya Mau Tido..

adoi jam dah kul 0133 hours but i can even close my eyes, adoi nak wat pe so g la update blog yang tak de pe2 nie ahaha, well esk sebenarnya ada exam english, mani bantai je jawab, tapi takpe segala toyol2 yang ku simpan dalm handphone masih selamat, esk tgk je hp leh la jwb paper eng. ahaha yg penting study smart jwb exam pun kena smart gak ahaha k la nak memaksa diriku untuk tidurrrrrrrrrrrrr -cut-